He used to smile like that when i texted him
He used to text me all the time
He has so much happiness that i dont feel i can produce like that anymore
I keep telling myself im not the jealous type
Youre gonna miss me when im gone?
I dont know anymore
I feel rage
I dont know
Or do i?
I really am trying to be understanding. I am trying to not lose my cool. Im doing what i can to keep my head on my shoulders and my mind clear. Emotions cloud everything.
"this is a tease"
” im not here to tease you”
“I wanna get fucked”